It is my desire to live boldly, unabashedly, yet without action that I awoke to, as my cause of depression. Yes there is a little girl inside who wants nothing more than to live [at home] more from within, but why want to live in a home of people who truly don't want me there (want to re-member what it was like before child[rent\run their lives arrived]). Maybe they would want you....no I do not think so. They enjoy their lives amongst themselves, living the way they like to live. As most human-beings do. 'Know' deep desire to truly get to know and understand or welcome the self, the offspring, that does not 'on'spring naturally to life [as they deem...]. Why...? Because I was knot brought up to spring to life and live [for them; yes, for myself - Rose-in-berg; larger beneath the surface than above-fit].
Know, I am making my way...I am not special or more special than you. Nor am I different than you. I am you.
How many of you me's are there, sitting at your / my computer right now, writing what i have wrote? How many beings are there instead of out expressing their true potential? What if in this moment of now the true potential is to be sitting and reading this? Yes, if you are reading this now, then it is because you are expressing your true potential.
Where are those joyfully BEING, all of who they are, without apologies, without doubts, or concern what others will think, do, say, saying I AM ME! IF YOU DON'T ACCEPT ME...THEN YOU DON'T ACCEPT YOU! I UNDERSTAND YOU! BECAUSE I UNDERSTAND ME!!!!
And beyond those who are BEING...Where is everyone BEING together? Where is everyone collaborating, rising up, creating their visions into actual physical, tangible wholeness...?
Thank you for allowing me 'shekinah through jennifer rose aronson' to shares-peak silently on paper.
